The House That Remembers
The house had been in the Chen family for three generations, and in those three generations it had learned the sounds that the family made, which was not something that a house should be able to learn, but which was what the house had done, in the forty-seven years since Grandmother Chen had first moved in, and which was what the family had accepted, over the years, as part of the house’s character, which was the word they used for the things the house did that could not be explained, and which was the word that Sarah had grown up with, in the house, and which was the word she was thinking about, now, standing in the hallway, at 11 PM, on the night she came back for the first time since the funeral, and which was the night she heard the sound from the room that had been her grandmother’s bedroom, and which was a sound that should not have been there, because the room was empty, and because the house was supposed to be empty, and because the only person who had been in it, for the past three months, since Grandmother Chen died, was the real estate agent, who had come to assess the value, and who had not stayed long, and who had left without explaining why she had not wanted to spend the night.
The sound was footsteps. The footsteps were in the bedroom, and they were slow, and they were deliberate, and they were the kind of footsteps that a person makes when they are pacing, which was what Grandmother Chen had done, every night, for as long as Sarah could remember, and which was the pacing that the house had recorded, in its walls, in its floors, in the specific creak of the third board from the window, which was the board that Grandmother Chen’s foot hit, every time she paced, and which was the creak that Sarah was hearing, now, from the hallway, at 11 PM, three months after the funeral, in the house that was supposed to be empty, and which was the emptiness that the real estate agent had found, and which was what had made the real estate agent leave quickly, and not come back, and suggest to the family that they sell the house as-is, and which was the as-is that the family had agreed to, except for Sarah, who had insisted on coming back, one last time, before the sale, and who was now standing in the hallway, hearing the footsteps, in the room, and who was deciding whether to go in, or to leave, and which was the deciding that she was doing, in the way that people decide things when they are afraid, which was to say that she was not deciding, and that the not deciding was what she was doing, in the hallway, at 11 PM, when the footsteps stopped, and when the silence came, and when the silence was more frightening than the footsteps had been, because the silence was the kind that the house used when it was listening, and which was what the house did, when it wanted to know what you were going to do next, and which was what Sarah knew, because the knowing was what she had learned, in the forty-seven years of living in the house, and which was what she was remembering, now, in the hallway, in the silence, and which was what made her turn around, and walk back down the hallway, toward the front door, and toward the car, and toward the driving away, and which was what she did, without looking back, because the looking back was what the house wanted, and which was what she did not give it, in the walking away, in the car, in the driving, in the leaving, and which was what the house recorded, in its walls, in its floors, in the specific creak of the third board from the window, which was the board that her foot hit, in the walking away, and which was the creak that the house would remember, after she was gone, and after the sale, and after the new family moved in, and which was what the house would do, with the new family, which was to learn their sounds, and to record them, and to make them part of what the house remembered, and which was what the house did, in the forty-seven years, and which was what it would do, in the years to come, with the family that bought it, and with the sounds that they would make, and which was what the house was, in the end, which was not just a house. It was a recording, and the recording was what it kept, of every family that lived in it, and which was what the new family would learn, eventually, and which was what the real estate agent had known, without being able to explain it, and which was why she had not wanted to stay the night, and why she had suggested the as-is sale, and why the house was still on the market, three months later, waiting for someone who did not know what the house was, and who would find out, the way all the families found out, which was through the sounds, through the footsteps, through the creaking boards, through the silence that came after, and through the knowing that the house was listening, and that it was remembering, and that it was waiting for the sounds that would become part of its recording, and which was what the house was for, and which was what it had always been for, and which was what the Chens had known, for three generations, and which was why they had sold it, and which was why Sarah had walked away, without looking back, and which was what the house had recorded, in the creak of the third board, in the footsteps that stopped, in the silence that followed, in the door that closed, in the car that drove away, and in the memory that the house kept, of the last Chen who had lived in it, and who had left, without looking back, and who was the last of the line, and who was what the house remembered, now, and which was what the new family would hear, one day, when they moved in, and when the footsteps started, and when the creaking began, and when they understood, too late, what the house was, and what it kept, and what it was for, and which was the recording, and the sounds, and the families, and the forty-seven years, and the three generations, and the Grandmother Chen who had started it all, and whose pacing the house still remembered, and whose footsteps it still played, at 11 PM, on the night that Sarah came back, and walked away, without looking back, and which was what the house recorded, and what it kept, and what it was, and what it did, and what it would always do, in the walls, in the floors, in the creak of the third board from the window, and in the silence that followed, and in the footsteps that started again, after Sarah left, and after the house was empty, and after the new family came, and in all the years that followed, and which was what the house was, in the end, which was not a house. It was a memory. And the memory was what it kept, of every family, and which was what the Chens had known, and what the real estate agent had known, and what the new family would learn, and what Sarah knew, now, driving away, in the dark, in the car, in the mirror, in the house that was shrinking in the distance, and which was still there, in the dark, making the sounds that it remembered, and waiting for the next family to add their sounds to its recording, and which was what it did, and what it would always do, and what it was, and what it kept, and which was the footsteps, and the creaking, and the silence, and the memory, and the house, and the families, and the three generations, and the forty-seven years, and the Grandmother Chen who had walked, every night, at 11 PM, in the room, in the house, in the memory that the house kept, and which was what Sarah heard, now, driving away, in the silence that the house had given her, after the footsteps stopped, and after the creaking faded, and after the house was behind her, and which was what she drove with, in the dark, in the car, in the driving, in the away, and which was what the house had given her, to take with her, and which was the memory, and what the memory was of, and what it was for, and what it meant, and what it kept, and which was the house, and the footsteps, and the Grandmother Chen, and the forty-seven years, and the creak of the third board, and what the board knew, and what it remembered, and what it recorded, and which was everything, and which was what the house was, in the end.